Confuse

Im gonna facing my last paper this Thursday and now im fighting for it. But, inside of me im thinking about other things. Ya Allah, I don't think that i'm gonna survive to fight for this feeling. It really hurt. I just wanna give up but at the same i tried to hold on. When im thinking of YOU, I force myself to believe that all this test will be oevr soon.. Ya! soon. I admit that words can bring me down even thou I didn't show to the world. I dont have someone that I can rely on, someone that i can trust and help me get through this problems and feeling. i just need someone to understand me or that kind of person is not exist? I know i'm not a good servant to YOU, but I'm trying to be a better person from day to day.