Ramadhan menyapa lagi...

Happy Ramadhan to the citizen of Malaysia. Today is our 1st ramadhan. I hop in this holy month we can prevent oursefl in making any sins that can provoke our fasting and reducing our deeds. I just hope this raya will bring good news for me. Pray for me! Happy fastng everyone!

Karnival Keusahawanan 1UiTM 1Malaysia

Hello readers!

Here is the quick brief about my latest activity for my final year here in uitm sabah!

On 16-18July 2012 Uitm held one of the largest carnival that involved most of IPTA student especially uitm itself participating in business. Here at my lovely city, it was a successful carnival whereby it involved may organization, small enterprenuer and non-profit organization like SIFE and others. This carnival is fulfil with lots of activities that related to business world. The organizer, MASMED and SIFE also had invited our special guest Tan Sri Tony Fernandes the CEO of Airasia Sdn Bhd to give some short talk about his career development. Well, lots of surprises happen during that day! A big congrats to the committee and lecturers especially out beloved Mdm Sharifah who guide us to get through all the procedures and spent lots of energy eventhou she's carrying someone inside her *wink wink ^_^..Applause for yourself!! Im just proud to be one of the committe eventhou I didnt spent lots of time helping them but still im carrying MASMED names. Hereby i attached some of the pitures taken by pro photographer (in the making).. :D

The customer for that day..

Most beauty lecturer in UiTM

 Lecturers and participant

 Karaoke!

ME and siti

 Look how crow it is!

The students that invited for seminar

Crowded!

I Won!

Painting  Batik has started!

Look who's coming!

Our rector giving an instruction!

Look how happy they are!

Signing hmmm?

 nice pic huh?

Im in the middle!

Kids from Tabika Yayasan Sabah! My old kindergarten!

Zumba zum zum!

Life is so hard!

Heloo there...
it is hetic month for me whereby im facing my exam, broke up with nik and lots of backstabber and etc. I feel life is not easy as what we watch in television. Sometime I wish human should not have emotion so that we wont get hurt and feel the love but when i think back, i was wrong. Oh Allah, please help me get through all this. Sometime i fell its hard for being a human especially being a women. I hate when i feel sad being left by my love ones. Its hard for not falling in love to someone called Men! I wish i dont have feeling toward men because I know they will always hurt me. I dont trust anyone now. People that live in my past had teach me on how to hate them. I hate those feeling and I just wish i didnt have to go through with this.

Confuse

Im gonna facing my last paper this Thursday and now im fighting for it. But, inside of me im thinking about other things. Ya Allah, I don't think that i'm gonna survive to fight for this feeling. It really hurt. I just wanna give up but at the same i tried to hold on. When im thinking of YOU, I force myself to believe that all this test will be oevr soon.. Ya! soon. I admit that words can bring me down even thou I didn't show to the world. I dont have someone that I can rely on, someone that i can trust and help me get through this problems and feeling. i just need someone to understand me or that kind of person is not exist? I know i'm not a good servant to YOU, but I'm trying to be a better person from day to day.